Reaching out for help

I’m a helper. I love to help people. There is nothing like helping out a friend or even a stranger. I beleive in random acts of kindness and I practice what I preach. So why is it so hard for me to ask for help when I need it? I feel myself hesitate and I just want to crawl inside myself… For me there is nothing more embarassing then having to ask for someone elses help, because to me, that means I couldn’t do it. My obssessive Compulsive disorder tells me I have to be perfect. So if I have to ask for help, in a way I fail. I know logically, rationally I don’t, but for me it feels like I do. It’s just so hard. It can be over the smallest thing… I’m embarrased by my behavior. I can see what I’m doing but it’s so hard to do something different. Every cell in my body screams that this is exactly what I should do, even though I know better. 

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Author: Kenzie

I am a 24 year old Marriage and Family Therapy graduate student at Fairfield University. I graduated salutatorian of my undergraduate class with a Bachelors Degree in Psychology from Mitchell College. I will graduate from Fairfield with my Masters degree in December of 2017. Check me & my cat out on instagram: My Account: @Kenzie_quotes_22 Cats' Account: @Ajaxcheetto Thanks for Visiting!!! 🙋❤😺😸 Check me out on Deviant Art: http://kenzie-22.deviantart.com

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